Embrace My Inner Freak?

"How could any woman let herself go like that?"

"Ugh, how repulsive."

"What's that nice looking man doing with that round freak?"

I'm convinced I can hear people's thoughts as they pass me by. And I'm convinced this is what they're saying. Even expressing this makes me know I'm losing it.

But it feels good to get it out.

So, I'm considering embracing my appearance, stop wearing hats, and just get on with it.

So what if my face and chin is so round that my bike helmet didn't fit. I just extended the strap!

BTW, it is Day 2 of the new regimen of 40 mgs of prednisone daily.